On-Time Frustration

Picture this: You've just laid out everything you plan to do on your literary works, from the flow of the storytelling to the supposed ending. Everything was set for the last piece, when you didnt make it in time for your set deadline.

Well, that's what's happened in my case a week ago. Most of my writings on FanFiction.Net were on hold for almost a month, and I was getting frustrated for not updating them sooner. Even then, I still kept my composure, and convinced myself that study comes first.

I've come to terms with myself regarding this case. Every day, since the time I've stopped writing to study for the Finals(that was a week before that), I was slowly losing my concentration with my studies. Thoughts on updating them kept interferring, and that slowly jarred my attention. If it weren't for my self-discipline and dedication to schoolwork, I would have been kicked out for failure. It's times like this that I have to thank myself for holding back.

That frustration sill continues to come back in my head, as I'm in the process of creating new literary works, so that my account on FictionPress.Com would not be purged. Inactivity of authors is being watched by the staff, and that would merit deletion of my account. I don't want that to happen, and so I'm countering that by updating.

Well, gotta go now. Frustration and new ideas are starting to set in.